This is not a place

Don’t stay here. […Read more…]

Quantum Hands

For as long as I can remember I have been having a vision. Not always, not every night, but recurring throughout my life. The vision always appears at the crepuscular boundary between waking and sleep, when I settle down in my bed and prepare to leave the day behind. As I sink into sleep, first […Read more…]

A Digital Diorama

I’m sure many Dutch people will feel a spark of recognition when I say that De Efteling was my favourite theme park as a kid. What set the place apart from most of the others in the Netherlands at the time (and arguably still) is its consistent fairytale-inspired atmosphere.* *The Efteling nostalgia is not without […Read more…]

Transformations

On mental health, the discovery of being trans, and reclaiming my writerly self. […Read more…]

Words that English should borrow from Dutch

You know you want to. […Read more…]

A Xenophobe’s Lot in the Interstellar Seelee Directorate

Some Seelee­lee are not happy. Be­cause they are xeno­phobes. […Read more…]

The past future tense in eSports casting

A brief note on using the fu­ture tense to de­scribe recent events during eSports­casting. […Read more…]

You know what I did this summer?

My last post was in April… but don’t worry, I have an excuse. Several, in fact. First of all, after several months of employment issues, I found the time to finish my PhD thesis during the summer. The manuscript was approved, two big appendices written, the defense date fixed. It’s a whole load off my […Read more…]

Back to where we began in Quake

In which I ram­ble a tiny bit about Quake’s sym­bolic world and its mom­my issues, along with a tenu­ous com­pari­son to Dark Souls. […Read more…]

Preludes to Kentucky Route Zero

Last month, I made my debut in Un­win­nable Weekly maga­zine with a piece on the pre­ludes to Ken­tucky Route Zero. If, like me, your an­xious­ly await­ing the fourth act of that game, it can’t hurt to take a look at the (free) games that came before. You can down­load A House in Cali­for­nia, Ruins, and Balloon Dia­spora from the Card­board Com­pu­ter web­site. I also briefly wrote about Ruins here before, back when I was a wee lad. Or ac­tual­ly, a couple of years ago. If you’re inte­res­ted, you can read an ex­cerpt from my ar­ticle for free on the Unwinnable site, or better yet, sub­scribe or pur­chase the whole issue. […Read more…]